Hey.
I think I have anorexia, and I'm really scared.
I'm going to list all the reasons I think this.
And, if this suggests I'm anorexic, could you please tell me?
Okay...
Well, I've lost about 18Kgs since mid january.
I eat very little to avoid gaining any weight, and to loose more.
Im terrified of being fat.
I see this huge ugly girl when I look in the mirror.
I cry when some suggests eating something high calorie such as fries.
I used to exercise a lot, but i stopped because im so scared of being muscly (and big).
I clutch at the fat on my body to try at hide it.
I am obsessed with food, its all i think about.
I am obsessed with calorie counting.
I know that when Im thin everything will be okay.
If i eat too much i feel a failure, and will exercise to get rid of the calories.
My period stopped last month.
My hair is falling out, and Im gray and so tired.
Can someone  me?
I really can't talk to any family or friends.
Thanks.
x.
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