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Daniella |
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08-12-08 5:45 AM |
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i don't know if anyone else here is a gymnast but i  it the only problem is that i spend 85% of my time in a leotard and it's hard to feel good about my body. i started looking at my weight about a year ago. i lost 14 pounds then i gained back 10. i can't seem to get back on my "diet". i know it wasn't healthy but i didn't care i was losing weight. one thing i realized is that no one noticed if you are getting an eating disorder until you get really really skinny or they see you throwing up or you tell them. i was silent. i ate less and less. then i cracked and i binged. i started noticing comments like people asking what i ate for breakfast i said yogurt and they said wow lots of calories. my mind immediately said i can't have that anymore do they think im fat?? even though i knew deep down they were being sarcastic. at the gym all the girls mention weight like oh im so fat oh don't work daniella were all fat and im like oh you really do think im fat. im good at gymnastics ive moved up in the sport so fast but i always hear that a couple pounds is a couple tenths another foot off the ground. i hate it. but i gym. | |
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