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11-30-02 7:40 PM |
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| i have been going with my boyfriend for 3 months. i am dependent of him. i am almsot always with him, and if im not, im chatting with him or talking on the phone. but now ive been doing stuff like using a needle or a to scratch my skin off and write his name on my arms (were the muscle is) and below my ankle. i dont scratch until i bleed, but i take the skin off so it becomes red and it kinda pops and makes a bump on my skin. when i do it it doesnt hurt much, but when i stop it kinda burns.... but here we go: i like it! when it burns i feel kind of proud of myself because i have his name written on me and i feel as if he's with me... i usually do this when hes gone with a friend or something. am i normal, or im going too far? | |
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01-13-03 6:06 PM |
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| girls have been known to carve guys names or initials in there skin...sorry but i think its dumb | |
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metal_chick_4_eva |
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01-15-03 1:38 PM |
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hmmmm well I think you can also write his name on you without brusing the skin, if u want to just take a pen, and if he is any kind of guy, he will b a bit angry that u are mutating yourself in that way. you may feel proud of doing that for him. but its effecting you chicky! I admit I am also very into my bf, but I dont know if I would write his name directly in my skin, but I have wrote it with pen, your bf  s you if u write it or not  you are normal tho, but its not good to do that to your body, theres other ways of showing you really dig him.  | |
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05-19-04 7:21 PM |
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| I believe this is really serious, what you're doing. First off, you're overly obsessed with your b/f, probably to the point where eventually he'll want to back off you, and it can make you even more upset and start mutilating yourself in worse ways. This isn't healthy hunni, you need to find a hobby or something or talk to a counselor. My cousin was like you. She was overly dependant on her b/f, and she eventually started cutting herself, it lead to her suicide last year. | |
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wynter |
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10-12-04 8:17 AM |
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you need to be able to get away from your boyfriend for a while....and hang with some girlfriends with yours, and maybe the urge to burn willl slightly go away
hope i  ed!! | |
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celeste |
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05-12-05 1:20 PM |
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| Sounds kind of sadomasicist, the part were you enjoy the pain, if I am understanding you right. If you end up with this guy for the rest of your life, you could tatoo his name on you. If that does not give you satifaction, and the pain does, you may be a little sado. | |
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State Versus Local Dumbasses |
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09-22-07 5:50 AM |
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Awww. That's sad to hear that you feel like you're not a human. You are here on this planet for a reason. I have felt this way before, many times when I was a teenager. Yes you can be a human with being dependant on someone. You sound more depressed rather than anxous. Though it's not like you are crazy. A lot of people always think that someone with a medical condition that they can't equals the critera "retard." By all means, you are normal, and you can't let one weakness bring you down. If you don't recieve the you may need to  ction, then you'll put your  d ones, friends, and other people that truely think you are a good person. You'll keep on failing also until you get to the point where you cannot ction in any setting. Anxiety and Depression come together sometimes. | |
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Emily |
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02-05-08 8:36 AM |
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| Dark Roxy, a lot of people experience the same relationship problems. You are normal nor is there no borderline. We all have are weaknesses and then become strengths if you set your mind to it. To me, this isn't a mental health concern and a relationship issue that will take time to 'work out.' -Emily | |
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04-20-08 1:47 PM |
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| No, I don't think there is a problem with that. It appears as if you need some thought of him which is normal for anyone who truly s their boyfriend/girlfriend. | |
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