The One I Love, Hurt Me the Most.

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The One I Love, Hurt Me the Most.

This guy I worked with and I started hanging out a lot. To make a long story short, I ended up catching a lot of really strong feelings for him, but I knew he would not want a relationship. Him and I ended up starting a friends with benefits thing, and I did know that I was not the only girl that he was sexually active with. According to him I was the only girl he did not use a condom with because I was the only one on birth control. But as we all know, birth control does not prevent STDs. One time when I went to get my BC shot, I got tested, and it came back that I had something.

I didn't want to tell him because I work with him, and I didn't want it getting out around work, so I took care of myself. I just wasn't going to have sex with him anymore. My feelings didn't go away, and while we cut off our relationship it started back up again. Now I have to go and see if I'm positive again. I am not sure why I have been so stupid about this. I just love him, and it's hard for me to let him go. The messed up part is that he doesn't even know, but I just don't know how to tell him.

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	Katie	15-Jun-09

when u are positive for something they are supose to make u give name and phone number so they can conact the persons u have been with and u need to tell him that u have its wrong not to tell him because he is affecting other girls and they have to go through the same thing u are going through so ive have clymida a couple times in suxs and if its clymida u had if its left untreated its not good ive had it left untreated didnt know i had it and ended up 6 days in the hospital until they found that th problem was that i clymida and doctor visits are expensive thank god i have health insurance