|
Is There Any Hope?
I have always been absolutely grateful for everything I've ever gotten. I have dealt with a lot of things in my life, and I still don't think I have it bad at all. Sometimes when things happen to me I don't understand why, and the question "why?" haunts me for a long time.
Lately I have been watching a lot of news, seeing all the bad things that have happened to innocent, wonderful people: young girls getting raped, 9/11, friends dying, and war. I have a hard time excepting the fact that people die. I think that everyone should live long lives.
Anyway, my problem is the thought of dying has been a fear to me all my life, but recently it has been haunting me. I can't sleep at night. I'm useless. I keep on thinking about how throughout life we lose everything we gain. A lot of my friends and people are telling me to just start thinking about something else.
It's not that easy. I fear a lot of things. A lot of people tell me, "When it's your time, it's your time." I don't believe that at all because I don't think it was the people on 9/11's time or people that kill themselves.
Any advice?
|
|
|